A DEAD BLOG

Ridiculous

Never knew in this world there was ACTUALLY people who judges people and talk behind their backs in the meanwhile in front of them,acts like a innocent rose!so sweet but yet roses has thorns too!!they may seem nice but once you get on their bad side they might just end up hurting you without you even realizing it! BE A NORMAL HUMAN!!>:/

We all have our Scars

SCARS - ALLISON IRAHETA :D:D

LISTEN TO IT!!!;D

Hailer Magazine

Life college has a magazine of their own which i never knew!hahaaXD but i lovvve it!!!and this year I'm in the speak out column!!!im so excited even though its a small part but i love being involve in it!!:D:D:D and I'm in the Hailer video clip as well!!and tonight is the LAUNCH!!!omg!!!!I'm excited to the core!!!!:D ARRHH!!!!;D

Father's day 2010

TO MY DADDY!!!!HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!I LOVE YOU!i know sometimes i throw a fist and get piss of really fast but i just want you to know that i really do love you!!!!!;D :D:D:D:D

* and oh i just got back from my holiday in
Melbourne not long ago,be jealous,
very jealous!:P*

The people i adore

I adore this few people!!!Sherina,Patricia,Joseph,Lynette,Lionel,Jerynn and Gavin!!!!you guys are the backbone of my life that keeps me going and keeping me strong!!:D:D i love you guysss!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D HAPPY DAY!!!:D:D

AND

I went Ipoh and Cameron Highlands with my college mates during my semester break!!i had fun guys!!!:D:D we ate tons of food!it was like a food feast that after the trip we could actually not eat for days!hahaa:D
awesome time in Cameron Highlands!!:D:D


Ipoh!:D:D

Bloggie

YES my blog is dead!its because i malas to update also!I'm in college studying mass communication!:D loving it! and COOKIE!!!:D:D:D:D I'm even more happy!!!!:D and oh yeah check out my daddy Gavin's drawing on msn while i was chatting with him!LMAO!his version of Demi Lavato!!hahaa:D enjoy!

My mummy Jerynn
This is how your husband draws!hahaa:P

GREAT WEEK

Well firstly my sister decided to give me her laptop for my college!!!:D:D then mummy decided that i could buy a new phone!!!!Joey and Grace Kok MADE MY DAY!!!!i love you people!!!!THANKSSS!!!!we went phone hunting together in KL!!so i got all i ever needed!!!:D:D:D:D A GREAT GREAT DAY I HAD!!!!!:D:D and by the way you know what..life is getting better..i mean ever since i lost him..i realise i still have my whole life ahead of me and i should appreciate every moment of it!;D i love it!!!i love college!!made great friends and went sauna with them!badminton with them and oh oh not forgetting swimming!hahaa:D I LOVE MY WEEK!!!!:D:D:D:D hopefully all the weeks to come will be this great!!!please?hahaaXD changing my life!lose weight!!!:D:D:D
ciaoz peeps!♥

I Just Have To Learn

Well we all have to learn in life one day..well i learn that why love him when he doesn't love you back..your just being stupid!i learn that from greats friends of mine like Jerynn,Gavin,Jr.Grace,Tracy and Ellen!!!this people teach me a lot in this issue..could not have get through this without them..seriously..there are more choices out there!we just have to keep looking!:D well enough said!yesterday was my 1st day of college!p/s: I'm in Life college!hahaa:D and well it was not bad!made a new college friend name Patricia!!!she is from melaka!she was sweet and nice!!!and well today was the second day of college where classes started!it was GREAT!!!i love my classes because I'm studying something i love most!mass communication!:D:D it totally made my day!okok enough said!tomorrow is another day!no class but going over my college mates hostel for a day in the sauna!!!;D and CHEER UP MY JERYNN!!!IT WILL BE OK!!!for i am Amelia!!is always here for her mummy!!:D!and oh love this song i found!Stars-Your Ex lover is dead!!!♥(;

Its not that easy

I know forgetting should be easy..but believe me its not..if i can move back the time i will do things differently..i would treat you differently..i would treat you better..because now i know..u mean the world to me..i know i should just give up because he is not ready for a relationship that's why he did not want me back..but like i say..is it really that easy?because it doesn't seem that way..i mean having back the second chance to be with you again after so many years means alot to me..it meant the world to me..I'm not joking..Bryan was all i got..this time i don't know why its more painful than any of the other relationships i had before..if i had a chance to not be so sensitive towards you or so merajuk or so hais..i don't know..everything you hate about me la..if only i could change those attitudes so that i could still have you beside me..holding me close..if only i could have look you in the eyes and said sorry..the words on the zippo lighter i bought for you,i really meant it..i love you..if only you knew how this feels..to hear you don't have any feelings for me anymore..hurts..badly..because I'm still in love with you and i don't know why...sorry to screw things up between us.;(

Guys,I agree with this!
posted by Gavin in facebook!
my daddy and mummy!

Check this out

Girls watch out!Your boyfriend might just be GAY!hahaha:D

Since I was Born

Well since i was born you love me and took good care of me!you gave me life and happiness in life which i will never forget..you are someone that we will always love and treasure for the rest of our life's!you are our Mother..our everything..and today is the day we all say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!:D:D and for once my dad remembers your birthday and he was the one who reminded us and not the other way around!!hahaa:D Loves mum from the Family and you Daughter!!We ♥ YOU!!!!muackss!!!:D:D

Old picture of us!
I love you MUMMY!!!!;D

Manicure

Gotten myself a french manicure in Midvalley after walking around with Richmond!and well it only cost me rm45 to get it done and the results are amazing!!!:D:D no regrets there!and omg i spend rm129 on a blouse and on a dress in Nichii!seriously i need to freaking start saving before i go broke and have no more cash for my trips that is coming up soon!

What do you think?:D:D
Believe me manicure does take your stress and sadness away!

To The GL,JL,JF and CK

Well work is over for today and I'm at the CC with this awesome peoples!!!!Gavin,Jerynn,Jian Feng and my husband Ah Ken!!you people made my day!!!and always make my day sooo much better each time I'm chilling or hanging out with you guys!!!:D:D thankss my lovess!!!!:D:D
♥♥♥♥♥

The Story

A lot of truth that only now i heard of and know.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG LI JANE!!!:D

hottie ;D

For I am a Chinese

And oh oh HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!and BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!(:

Hmm

Hais..seriously the more i think of it the more I'm starting to lose hope..

:(

I don't want a broken heart..i don't want to play the broken hearted girl..I'm sorry baby..will we ever get to fix this?just don't give up on me please..:(

Here at last

HIS BACK!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D LOVEESS!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
i saw my botak last night!SEXY already ar!hahaaXD
love you baby!the 15 is coming soon!:D

FINALLY

SOON!!!!!!ARRRRRRRH!!!!

One more day

We will be able to hang out and have kisses again..i miss u!sorry for all the arguments baby..i just want us to work out yea..love you bi!sorry i felt that way that time..i really love you and i don't want to lose you yea bi bi..muacks!!(:

SOON

MY BOTAK IS COMING HOME SOON FOR CNY!!!!
how much i love CNY now!hahaaXD
okok more blogging after my class dinner tonight!!!:D
and oh more pictures to come as well!!!ciao people!:D

28.1.2010

My baby calls me everyday using the public phone in Ns until friday when he gets back his phone i will call him and we will be talking for ages!believe me when i say its just so good to hear his voice..his voice gets me by the day everyday!even if its a bad day,with just one call from him it will turn my day around!i love you my Ah Ong!hahaaXD muacks!cepat la balik!!your perempuan is waiting for you!:D♥

16 January 2010

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY POST AH CHOI YOONG!!!!!I LOVE YOU BABE!!!!!!thanks for being there for me when i need you!!!!and thanks for Ur sexy Wong Kok birthday drink!hahaaXD hope u enjoy my present!!!hahaa:D stay happy,pretty and sexy as always!!!

the AH CHOI YOONG!:D

Oi Botak

for Him!!♥
another retard picture for my baby!!!:D:D

Work at Jaya 33 is tiring and pretty fun at the same time especially when you don't have any fussy or angry costumers to deal with!and well its been really stressful lately and it has come to my surprise that i have been sleeping really early lately!hahaaXD this job makes my parents really happy just because each time i get home I'm too tired to even talk!hahaaXD
the benefits it gives to my parents!well the other reason I'm working my ass off is that i need cash for my aussie trip that I'm going for this year June!i can't wait to spend those cash and have lots of fun!!and gosh,i just realise that time do pass us by damn fast!but well that's good news because my baby will be back soon!!:D:D
His sick!!!:( i hope he gets well real soon!i don't like to see him sick because i feel helpless especially that his in Ns and I'm here..blogging!

Work

I'm starting my work tomorrow people!!!Manj u get to see me everyday!!!EVERYDAY!:D

Lets Burn Down NS Together People

I miss him soo much!!!all i want to do now to gather my team which is Manj,Jer and Gav and drive out to Banting and burn down the NS camp side!like i said to Manj on facebook let go n NS break him out of that place!hahaaXD get it?NS BREAK?instead of prison break..nvm!hahaaXD you see only he faham what i am talking about and puts up with my crap shit!but seriously i want to burn so want to burn down that camp site!this missing him feeling is killing me!why can't the government make it 1week of NS instead of months!I MISS YOU BENG HUAT!!!gosh if only u knew how much..but well i will do my best in everything i do till your back..looking on the bright side i get to hear your voice every weekends so i guess its better then nothing..hearing you go "hey baby,how you been?i miss you and love you so much" on the phone when you pick up means more then enough for me..(: can't wait for this Saturday!!!take care there!♥

Done by Me of course!hahaa:D

This is us..(: like i said i look weird in this picture but it about who you take it with that makes it special,meaningful and loving!its Him that made this picture meaningful!:D
but baby!when you are back we got to seriously camwhore because i soo need to look good in the pictures i take with you!hahaaXD i don't want to llok fat or horrible in my pictures with you la!hahaaXD i love you!muacks!!

Another Day without Him and Penang Trip

i miss u Bryan Ong!;(


Well after Christmas i went on a trip to Penang on the 28 of December with Joey,Jr.Grace,Esther and Rachel for 3days and two nights!it was sooo much fun!!and two words for Penang GREAT FOOD!!!hahaaXD i ate like a crazy woman and hunting like hunters!it was pure fun and just delicious food!ate 24/7!non stop i tell you!anyways here are the pictures taken when we were in Queens bay mall in Penang!trying on dresses and snapping photos!:D

asam laksa!YUMMY!!


the dress Jr.Grace LOVE!!;D

its all about Jr.Grace and me!hahaaXD
the second dress she tried!

two white one black!:D

solo picture!!;D

His leaving

Yes as you all know..Bryan is leaving to NS tomorrow!its going to be a really sad day!I'm sending him off tomorrow!i hope i don't cry like a crazy person!but i can't help it..i can't help but to miss him alot..10weeks..its going to be long but we will always remain what we are even when his gone!:D i believe in him!i believe we can do this!I'm proud of you Bryan!and really happy to have you back in my life again!:D:D i love you more then fireflies!hahaaXD and i will miss you..muacks ;( lovess!;D here is our last conversation in facebook before he is leaving to NS

Ong

biii!

♥

12:03am

Amelia

my baby!

12:04am

Ong

bii if i don't cuddle u tomorrow sorry yea

i'm shy in front of my parents

and i don't want em to know first

: )

sorry yea

don't angry

12:05am

Amelia

LOL

i'm ok wit it

but make sure u love me when ur gone

hahaa

12:05am

Ong

= =

duh?

12:05am

Amelia

hahaa

my parents know

hahaa

12:06am

Ong

u told them already???

12:06am

Amelia

they ask me just now about u

yea i say i'm dating u n ur going NS tmr

12:06am

Ong

then

what they say?

12:08am

Ong

bii fast reply >< i wanna sleep dee

12:10am

Amelia

lol

they was normal wit it

u i mean

12:10am

Ong

oh

ghaha

kk

i can slseep

lol

see u tomorrow bii

when u reach txt me k?

♥

u much much

good night

:)

12:45am Ong is offline.

Offline and online for the last time on facebook before NS!what a conversation huh?hahaa:D!but to me it was definitely a sweet one!:D i love u Beng Huat!:D:D

an outing in one utama before he leave to NS!
i'm putting this picture eventhough i look retarded and gosh horrible in this picture!:D
one thing is true is that i was really very happy happy!!!

Beng Huat ♥

Bryan baby i know we have our ups n downs i want you to know that i really love you k?and i know you do too.. :D I'm happy to know that you will be by my side before,during and after NS..nothing can change what we are now k?we went on this road before and now we are on it again..i believe this time it will last..i love you once before,now I'm loving you even way much more!!;D You are mine!!!(: move bitch this dude is mine!if you want him get in line and you will have to go through me!:DD we will have more pictures to share about when you are back from NS k?LOVES!♥
and Happy New Year people!!(: