A DEAD BLOG

Ridiculous

Never knew in this world there was ACTUALLY people who judges people and talk behind their backs in the meanwhile in front of them,acts like a innocent rose!so sweet but yet roses has thorns too!!they may seem nice but once you get on their bad side they might just end up hurting you without you even realizing it! BE A NORMAL HUMAN!!>:/

We all have our Scars

SCARS - ALLISON IRAHETA :D:D

LISTEN TO IT!!!;D

Hailer Magazine

Life college has a magazine of their own which i never knew!hahaaXD but i lovvve it!!!and this year I'm in the speak out column!!!im so excited even though its a small part but i love being involve in it!!:D:D:D and I'm in the Hailer video clip as well!!and tonight is the LAUNCH!!!omg!!!!I'm excited to the core!!!!:D ARRHH!!!!;D

Father's day 2010

TO MY DADDY!!!!HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!I LOVE YOU!i know sometimes i throw a fist and get piss of really fast but i just want you to know that i really do love you!!!!!;D :D:D:D:D

* and oh i just got back from my holiday in
Melbourne not long ago,be jealous,
very jealous!:P*

The people i adore

I adore this few people!!!Sherina,Patricia,Joseph,Lynette,Lionel,Jerynn and Gavin!!!!you guys are the backbone of my life that keeps me going and keeping me strong!!:D:D i love you guysss!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D HAPPY DAY!!!:D:D

AND

I went Ipoh and Cameron Highlands with my college mates during my semester break!!i had fun guys!!!:D:D we ate tons of food!it was like a food feast that after the trip we could actually not eat for days!hahaa:D
awesome time in Cameron Highlands!!:D:D


Ipoh!:D:D

Bloggie

YES my blog is dead!its because i malas to update also!I'm in college studying mass communication!:D loving it! and COOKIE!!!:D:D:D:D I'm even more happy!!!!:D and oh yeah check out my daddy Gavin's drawing on msn while i was chatting with him!LMAO!his version of Demi Lavato!!hahaa:D enjoy!

My mummy Jerynn
This is how your husband draws!hahaa:P

GREAT WEEK

Well firstly my sister decided to give me her laptop for my college!!!:D:D then mummy decided that i could buy a new phone!!!!Joey and Grace Kok MADE MY DAY!!!!i love you people!!!!THANKSSS!!!!we went phone hunting together in KL!!so i got all i ever needed!!!:D:D:D:D A GREAT GREAT DAY I HAD!!!!!:D:D and by the way you know what..life is getting better..i mean ever since i lost him..i realise i still have my whole life ahead of me and i should appreciate every moment of it!;D i love it!!!i love college!!made great friends and went sauna with them!badminton with them and oh oh not forgetting swimming!hahaa:D I LOVE MY WEEK!!!!:D:D:D:D hopefully all the weeks to come will be this great!!!please?hahaaXD changing my life!lose weight!!!:D:D:D
ciaoz peeps!♥

I Just Have To Learn

Well we all have to learn in life one day..well i learn that why love him when he doesn't love you back..your just being stupid!i learn that from greats friends of mine like Jerynn,Gavin,Jr.Grace,Tracy and Ellen!!!this people teach me a lot in this issue..could not have get through this without them..seriously..there are more choices out there!we just have to keep looking!:D well enough said!yesterday was my 1st day of college!p/s: I'm in Life college!hahaa:D and well it was not bad!made a new college friend name Patricia!!!she is from melaka!she was sweet and nice!!!and well today was the second day of college where classes started!it was GREAT!!!i love my classes because I'm studying something i love most!mass communication!:D:D it totally made my day!okok enough said!tomorrow is another day!no class but going over my college mates hostel for a day in the sauna!!!;D and CHEER UP MY JERYNN!!!IT WILL BE OK!!!for i am Amelia!!is always here for her mummy!!:D!and oh love this song i found!Stars-Your Ex lover is dead!!!♥(;

Its not that easy

I know forgetting should be easy..but believe me its not..if i can move back the time i will do things differently..i would treat you differently..i would treat you better..because now i know..u mean the world to me..i know i should just give up because he is not ready for a relationship that's why he did not want me back..but like i say..is it really that easy?because it doesn't seem that way..i mean having back the second chance to be with you again after so many years means alot to me..it meant the world to me..I'm not joking..Bryan was all i got..this time i don't know why its more painful than any of the other relationships i had before..if i had a chance to not be so sensitive towards you or so merajuk or so hais..i don't know..everything you hate about me la..if only i could change those attitudes so that i could still have you beside me..holding me close..if only i could have look you in the eyes and said sorry..the words on the zippo lighter i bought for you,i really meant it..i love you..if only you knew how this feels..to hear you don't have any feelings for me anymore..hurts..badly..because I'm still in love with you and i don't know why...sorry to screw things up between us.;(

Guys,I agree with this!
posted by Gavin in facebook!
my daddy and mummy!

Check this out

Girls watch out!Your boyfriend might just be GAY!hahaha:D

Since I was Born

Well since i was born you love me and took good care of me!you gave me life and happiness in life which i will never forget..you are someone that we will always love and treasure for the rest of our life's!you are our Mother..our everything..and today is the day we all say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!:D:D and for once my dad remembers your birthday and he was the one who reminded us and not the other way around!!hahaa:D Loves mum from the Family and you Daughter!!We ♥ YOU!!!!muackss!!!:D:D

Old picture of us!
I love you MUMMY!!!!;D

Manicure

Gotten myself a french manicure in Midvalley after walking around with Richmond!and well it only cost me rm45 to get it done and the results are amazing!!!:D:D no regrets there!and omg i spend rm129 on a blouse and on a dress in Nichii!seriously i need to freaking start saving before i go broke and have no more cash for my trips that is coming up soon!

What do you think?:D:D
Believe me manicure does take your stress and sadness away!

To The GL,JL,JF and CK

Well work is over for today and I'm at the CC with this awesome peoples!!!!Gavin,Jerynn,Jian Feng and my husband Ah Ken!!you people made my day!!!and always make my day sooo much better each time I'm chilling or hanging out with you guys!!!:D:D thankss my lovess!!!!:D:D
♥♥♥♥♥

The Story

A lot of truth that only now i heard of and know.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG LI JANE!!!:D

hottie ;D

For I am a Chinese

And oh oh HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!and BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!(:

Hmm

Hais..seriously the more i think of it the more I'm starting to lose hope..

:(

I don't want a broken heart..i don't want to play the broken hearted girl..I'm sorry baby..will we ever get to fix this?just don't give up on me please..:(

Here at last

HIS BACK!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D LOVEESS!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
i saw my botak last night!SEXY already ar!hahaaXD
love you baby!the 15 is coming soon!:D

FINALLY

SOON!!!!!!ARRRRRRRH!!!!